What to do what to do!

I want so incredibly bad to have another baby, my husband is NOT completely on board says he wants to wait till July to try. I want one I've been ovulating he knows and we've had unprotected sex at least 2 times each day. Chances of catches were 11,  15, 22, 33 for ovulation days yesterday was my peak. I want to talk in my mommy groups about it but 1. I don't wanna jinx it and 2 I don't wanna be that mom that always talks about wanting a baby and all the things that come with that (ovulation, aniexity ect) anyway I can't keep my mind off of it praying that one caught! My first was a blessing as growing up I was told I would probably never have a baby due to an under developed uterus. BUT God had other plans and now....we have had sex multiple times on ovulation before and it didn't catch but it wasn't as frequent....so I'm just lost in thoughts