Abortion and adoption

I didn't understand why women push other women to adopt. I always have been pro choice. I got pregnant, unplanned almost had a abortion. But some part of me knew it would be murder. Getting a ultrasound seeing tiny hands and a face. That made it so much more real. There's a reason I got pregnant. I think it's mothers who have a soft spot for the little child growing inside that's why they recommend adoption, I just didn't know until recently. I thought abortion was okay but it really isn't. I'm not judging I think women can decide, I'm still pro choice, but my choice was life. You don't really know what mothers go through until you grow up or until you become a mother yourself changes your out look on life. I had to post this please no arguments.