Crazy lady over here..

We have been TTC #1 for about a year and a half.. I had a chemical pregnancy last year. Am I the only one who trys to work out on cd1 when my dating scan would be 'if' I conceived this month!? I also imagine how I would tell my husband and my sister who is my best friend. She has 3 beautiful children and I think the world of them, I can't wait until the time comes when I can tell them they will be having a cousin!!

Sorry I'm babbling now, I sound insane right!? 😂