39 weeks today

elle
Wow I can't believe I'm finally here.  It's such a weird feeling just waiting anxiously, and every little twinge or pain makes me think is this it?  I try to keep busy but it's hard, the days drag on.  I'm trying to decide if I want to keep working but I'm a hairstylist and being on my feet is really tough.  I also just feel like I'm so bi polar haha I
went to the dr today and in a perfectly good mood but when the dr said I hadn't changed at all no dilation or effacement just the thought that it could be 2 more weeks I cried the whole way home.  I wasn't necessarily sad I think just overwhelmed by my uncomfortableness and the fact that it just seems like I've been pregnant for so long.  But I am so thankful that my baby is healthy and I know he's easier in here than out!  Soo I will just keep waiting patiently.  Just wanted to share with girls who understand.  Thanks!