Bummed!

Stacey • Baby Boy 12/5/2015; Baby Girl 6/6/2018, tiebreaker due October 2020
I preface this with.. I know I shouldn't be bummed. Everyone is healthy so far and I'm extremely grateful for that. But... Just had my 38 week check and I'm only dilated 1, and still high. Better than nothing, but I was hoping for progress! I've had BH, back pain, etc for weeks! I'm due December 4, but I really really want him to arrive in November. Just wanted to see *some* progress. Sigh. Sorry, just needed to whine a little 😔