Weight of my shoulders

I was diagnosed with depression last year when I was with my last boyfriend, he was great but he used to sometime blame me for being selfish when I would be feeling really down (especially around the time of my period) in April we jointly decided to part as it wasn't working (we are still great friends) 

Moving on... 1 month ago at my cousins wedding I met a boy who was continuously happy, nothing gets him down and within a week we were together, I had to tell him about my depression and let him know there and then that I wouldn't judge him if he didn't want to burden himself with me, as I take a lot of work!! 😞 He has stood by me and done everything to keep me happy since. To add to the struggle he lives 200 miles away and we can only see each other once a month at most! I still feel depressed from time to time, but he has made me feel like a whole new person! 

Sorry for the long post but I felt this was the best place to get it off my chest !