I'm loosing hope!!

Ebonie • I have 4 angel babies and my rainbow baby boy Jerston! TTC #2
I have been trying since May 2015 and I haven't gotten any bfp!! I'm feeling like I will never have another baby!! I have all the signs and symptoms of pregnancy but then the witch shows her bloody face and I'm let down again!! I am 12dpo and I have all the signs but I don't want to get my hopes up!! Anyone feeling the same way??