37w5d & I just want this baby out!

I had my dr appointment today and I was pretty pissed to hear that im still barely 1cm. I've been having awful contractions, not BH! Everyone keeps saying to have sex, but its the last thing I feel like doing. It's totally uncomfortable, and no matter what I'm not turned on by it. The only time I do anything sexual is w/ my vibrator.

The whole husband breathing on me & just being in my space makes me hot & uninterested. I feel bad not being as willing to jump on him, but I just don't get in the mood, it feels gross. Too bad tonight I was willing to give it another go because he wanted to oh soooo bad, but instead he went to sleep smh.

I'm just irritated, not feeling happy & very much so over this pregnancy. It has been troublesome, esp compared to my 1st who was a breeze. My dr said I probably won't make it to 40wks at all. Next wk we may discuss induction. Picky of me, but idc for pitocin either! I can't even get a membrane sweep. The baby is dropped, head down & in position, but still nothing. Fml. Ok rant over.