Looking for a cycle buddy12/7/15

Hi my name is shirley im 35. Me and s/o has been trying to have another baby for about 4 years . everytime we get our bfp we get a big let down and dont make it pasted 18 weeks .the last time me tried i was pregnant with triplets. I wasnt going to try for another .But one more time . then im out . we have three children right now .16,14,9, . i really want another baby.wish us luck.and baby dust to you all.