I'm out for a while

AF lightly started showing today. I know it's here and not implantation. I just know. I'm done with tracking and taking opks. It's been 10 long and depressing months. It's time for me to take a step back and enjoy my one on one time with my husband. I'm really depressed this month wasn't it. I had dreams and really high hopes. I cant do this anymore for a lil while. I had consumed my life with TTC. I'm going to keep taking my herbs and vitamins and so will my husband but that's all. I thought I wanted to atleast keep track of my fertile window but tonight  I decided I needed to just delete this app and all others. I need to take a total step back and enjoy life as it is. Good luck to all you ladies. Hopefully I will get lucky. Baby dust to you all!!