Frustrated with doctors

*Dimple* • TTC #1 for 4.5 years. Diagnosed with endometriosis 12/28/15. Conceived naturally October 2017
So I had posted earlier that I had a possible complex cyst or an endometrioma  a month ago it was 2.1 centimeters and now it is 3.5 centimeters which is roughly 1.38 inches and means from last time it grew about half an inch. The doctor or actually she is a nurse practitioner kept telling me that is basically isn't that big of deal and it isn't even big enough to cause me any pain and asked me if I knew how big 3.5 centimeters was. I felt like she doesn't even understand. Maybe seeing a male doctor is better since they don't have female parts so they are more sympathetic towards us! She finally has turned my cause over to a real doctor now. I have a feeling it is a growing endometrioma and I do have endometriosis because I had horrifying periods. I am dreading that fact I even have to go through one next period as bad as I want a baby. I hate that that practitioner thinks o am not in as much pain as I am and that basically I should just deal with it. Wonder if she would say the same if it were her own child. Mind you I am 4'11 and 106 pounds.  I am sure every body and organ of a person is very different!