So close to giving up

Melissa💙
But I feel in someway addicted. My breast (not nipples) are sore & my supply is everywhere. It just seems so much more  convenient to use formula. I sick of pumping & lately has perfected the bottle. But I can't take being engorged so I pump or feed him..... I feel like it's something I need to do. It's such a weird feeling. I have trouble explaining it.