My little hope is gone!! 😢😢😢😢

Just to inform those who are following me that I'm no longer pregnant. 😭😭😭

I found out on Saturday around noon that my Beta was negative. The md mentioned that it was probably due to the heavy bleeding that I experienced after the transfer.💔💔

As of recently in my part of Canada there has been a bill passed that IVF will cost something like 10k which I seriously don't have. I think that if the Lord decides that we should be pregnant He will have to do it the old fashioned way. Lol!!!

I will speak with my husband to find out if he agrees that we put ourselves on an adoption list. At this point I don't think I have it in me anymore to do the fertility thing!! I'm really sorry to let you all down but I think it would be worst of me to be fake. I'm hurting. I'm angry. I don't know where I went wrong. I feel like I don't even care to be pregnant at this point I just want vindication. Some form of feeling like I haven't totally lost. I think I just need some time to process this...

I'm so sorry. I will certainly still be praying for all of you. I truly wish you all the best and that your pregnancies would come to fruiting and you will some day SOON be holding your reward!! Jesus bless 💕