Having a depressing day..

Very depressed today. Had a m/c in September & haven't conceived again. We have been trying for a year. (And to the others that have been trying for more, God bless you & baby dust to you) Just a very emotional day.. Could cry at the thought of not being pregnant or our angel baby. It kills me that my fiancè is so hurt that we haven't conceived. I just want to make him happy and I feel like a failure.. Started my fertile week 2 days ago but no positive opk yet.. Uhg. I hope this feeling passes.