Depressed about getting my period.

I have been kind of trying to conceive for a few months now and I say "kind of" because we're not tracking things but I take prenatals and he cums inside of me. I get hopeful whenever we have sex(which I know I probably shouldn't) but then I get my period and I'm super depressed for at least 2 days. Is anyone else like this? I just want to be pregnant so I can have my little mini me. I have wanted a baby for so long.