I feel sad I wish I had my partner with me, I wanted him to be here. I feel lonely he was my only friend, I don't go out much, I don't work or drive. I feel lost, I used to go to church but being a single mom unwed and about to have a child. I don't know what to tell people especially about my relationship. I haven't had a baby shower. I feel I'm in so much pain. I'm happy because I'm having a baby. But feel rejected the only person I invested time in just rejected me after all I've been through for him. I don't know how to start loving myself and I don't know where to begin telling people I'm pregnant and the story behind it all.