Emotions

My friend died a year and a bit ago now and I'm very close to his family. His mother especially and well his older brother and I have a thing going (that's another story) but today is the day that they found out back in 2011 that he had cancer. And it's been a hard day for her. I can't do anything to help. Now at 1130 at night I'm laying here with tears wishing I could take away the pain of her loss. Sorry ladies I know this is nothing to do with anything here but I just feel as though you guys and this app is a safe space to share without judgement. Which is what I need. Cause well I want to stop crying and writing seems to help. Thank you.