i feel useless

hi i am karli and i have pcos i was diagnosed 6 years ago wen i found out i freaked because all i have ever wanted was a baby even as a young kidd my teachers asked me what do you wanna be and i allways said i wanna be a mommy. at 16 i got pregnant i was 4 months and i miscarried. i just wanted to die now i am 18 engaged💍 and happy with my life except for not being able to conceive i fell like everyone around me gets pregnant its like i am there good luck charm and no one in my friends and family under stand how i feel every day. sorry for the long post but if you have read it thank you just needed to vent 😥 good luck and baby👶 dust✨ to everyone 💜💜💜