emotions are everywhere !!!!

hey guys ! i'm having a very hard time handling all of this at once . so me and my baby's father have been talking for 6 months now and every since i found out i was pregnant i think things have changed . now he's excited for the baby as am i , but things aren't the same . i am starting to feel like i have messed up as a person by getting pregnant and there are times where i feel way less than a person to where i cry . it's not just him but I haven't told my grandma because I'm put on a high pedestal so since I'm not married it will be a problem and idk what to do at this point . i know everything will be okay but i tend to think it's not .