*sigh* I'm out 😥

⚓❄Mary❄⚓ • 31, married almost 2 years (together almost 4years). Healing from loss at 39.5 weeks. Ttc #2, we have a beautiful 4 year old boy
Looks as though af finally got started. Feeling some major devistation. With christmas coming up, the depression that hit today is pretty unmanageable. I'm completely torn up.