Am I broken?

This is our first month of TTC. I've been off birth control since May, doctors told me it would be out of my system within 3 months. 
I'm on day 37 of my cycle. Test 9 days ago and got BFN, tested again this morning, BFN. 
I don't know what to do! Is this normal after being off birth control for years? 
I'm so worried I'm broken but don't want to waste doctors time if it's normal. 
Please help