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Am I being stupid? I haven't slept for four nights because I'm so scared of leaving baby when I'm asleep and hardly ever leave him during the day, even when the baby monitor is on I still run up the stairs every time I hear him move... I'm so scared of anything happening but I feel like I'll never stop worrying and end up being all over him 24/7 and really dragging myself down😞 was anyone else like this for the first weeks?