Holy crap!!!

They said at this rate my daughter will easily be over 10lbs. They said since I had a large baby before they still plan on a vaginal delivery but we will talk more at my next growth scan in 3 weeks.

I am still literally freaking out. I am in so much pain and discomfort already from being so pregnant. I work full time and can't reduce my hours without loosing benefits because it is a government job and they prorate share of cost on benefits if you drop your hours. I have no PTO because of MD appointments and the doc said I can start leave until 1/6/15. By my measurements I would be due 1/13/15 so I basically have to wait until I am the size of a normal mom to get my disability. I don't even eat that much!!! I have only gained 10lbs this pregnancy!!!! 

 I am literally crying right now just thinking about working another 4 weeks full time.