Cope and Hope

Hi everyone, my name is Ulliya. From Tucson, AZ. My husband and I have been trying to convince for the last 4 years, but due to my PCOS and hypothyroidism. It has been a tough journey. Before that about 2010 I did convince, but we has a miscarriage and I lost the baby at 8 weeks, at that time I had PCOS and hyperthyroidism. Now it's has been about 4 years that we have been trying and trying. I know if I got pregnant once I can again. My husband has been so supportive, but sometimes I don't feel he understands how depressing it can be when you anxiously wait for the results of that pregnancy test and it's negative. Test after test for 4 years. I would like to join a group or talk to someone, if I can get help coping with this and just be more postive. I need advice, what am I doing wrong?