Anyone else feel like this 11 weeks

I am 11 weeks and 1 day according to ultra sound and 11 weeks 3 days according to glow.. ever sense 6 weeks i have been miserable with sickness.. i cant eat or drink anything.. even with my anti nausea medication.. i have already been to ER twice and may have to go again.. tonight or in the morning.. i hate this i just really want to die.. and i see all these people on here with the "pregnancy glow" and feel better then they ever have.. and i really just want to punch all those people in the face.. i hate them.. those damn lucky bastards.. does anyone else feel this way? Or is it just me?!