Allergic to condoms 😫😫

You know what sucks 😒 .. I'm allergic to condoms😷 an I just hate it because it's so much diseases out there an I just don't feel safe even if it is with my bc 👫.. I mean I would be fine not to have sex but I like it an plus my bf gets cranky😡.. Even tho we live 4 hrs away🕰 I only see him like once a month so long distance is a bummer😖 I'm not saying i don't trust him I just don't know what he does when we don't talk but when ever I use the condoms I get sick or get an infection an have to take those disgusting pills it suck😖 😫😫