Hard for Christmas to come around again

Starlight • Expecting a miracle baby after a long road!
Is it hard for anybody else for Christmas to come around again...along with AF...assuring you you won't have news of a baby to share this year, either? 
I cried as I hung my husband's and my two lonely stockings...I thought for sure we would have a little stocking this year. 
Of course I am thankful for my husband and lots of other things in life, but there's also a time to mourn.