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My sister text me with a picture of her BFP ! The one thing I want, she gets. Although I'm very happy for her, I'm super upset. I wanted to be able to surprise my family this Christmas but now she gets to do it. She already has a child, when is my turn? Ugh. I know, I'm being selfish but I've been TTC for about 4 months now with no luck - she hasn't even been trying ! Okay, rant over.