Advice Please! 😮

💞 Mollie 💞
I've been ttc for 4 going on 5 months now & that I know of thus far, no luck. 😔 This month has been unusual for me though. I thought it was the month for sure! 😭 I started bleeding on the 6th (a day late) and it was lighter than usual, pinker, and didn't last as long as my periods normally would so it left me with false hopes of possibly still being pregnant... I took tests every day for like a week because I just thought I knew for sure a bright BFP would show up on one of them... But other than the faintest line... Nothing. 😖 I just don't understand because my breasts have been more sore than they have ever been, I've been craving mustard (which I never usually eat), I could smell dish soap (among other things) from a whole different room, I've been having hot flashes & migraines daily... And peeing more frequently... I haven't had extreme nausea but I have gotten sick throughout the day every few days or so... The last pregnancy test I took was over a week ago because I just don't understand how I can feel all these things... And still get a BFN 😭😭😭 I had intercourse almost every day this month (some days twice!) Because I just don't know how many more negatives I can handle! I know we're both able to conceive... I'm supposed to get AF on 1/5 & even though I'm feeling the way I do with all the symptoms... I think I'm just going to wait to see if AF comes because that negative sign is heartbreaking... 💔 Especially when everyone around you, some who don't even want kids.. Is pregnant. 😔 has anyone felt the way I'm feeling? I just... Don't know what to do. Advice??