thanks in advance!

Hi everyone!

I am not sure what to say or what questions to ask.

Long story short: I used to go to church years ago with my sister, until she took her life. I knew everyone feom school and met new people. It was fun and felt good being there.That was in the year 2008-2011. In 2011 that is when my sister took her life and my parents my daughter and I moved to a different state to be with all our family.

Lately I have been feeling lost and seems like my life is just passing by and not going good. My marriage on the rocks on/off, I have been without a job since October 13th 2015 so that has been a huge stress on my husband and I and so much more.

I guess my question is: How can I get God in my life and How would I know he's in my life? Not sure if that even makes sense.