So I'm 21 weeks pregnant with my first baby and everything seems dim for me tonight I'm very blessed to be pregnant with my health baby girl but hubby has been working two jobs for us so we can save for baby I'm so proud of him but it's hard being apart so much it's not so much that I'd want to get hammered if I wasn't pregnant but at least have a few with my sweet man and have a nice dinner and even if not I want him here to At least kiss at midnight I'm oh so lonely  in this empty apartment this depression is setting in 😔😔