Got another negative this morning after telling myself  to stop testing and wait till AF comes or better yet doesn't (Jan 5ish).  But today it brought on a huge depression. I'm so sad I have almost given up hope that this could be it. I hadn't necessarily planned for it this month however after BD happen to might be on a day I ovulated according to a <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">period tracker</a> I got extremely happy and excited about the possibility. I want to still have hope since I still have a couple days. And I have seen that some people haven't tested positive until 18dpo but it's hard... Feeling sad.