Do you believe in God?

eLLee • Emilee. 25. Married. TTC #1. Follow my infertility journey on YouTube down below!
I don't believe in God and I feel so bad about it. But I just believe in the Big Bang theory rather than this guy making everything and the world. I don't believe in heaven or hell because I feel like it's just something that's made up to calm people's nerves about dying. I have tried going to church before and I just think it's all bologna.