TTC rant (I apologise in advance)
I've been bottling my feelings for a while now, and I am so happy for the women who get their BFP, but I am jealous as fuck!
I feel horrible for being so jealous, I feel so mean for my nasty feelings. But I just think 'why you and not me? I've been trying longer!'
And I get the shits who are insensitive, like my own close friends, who tell me maybe if I wasn't so fat I would conceive.
I see my own BFNs and I just cry. I literally sob like a child and I have such mean thoughts.
I guess it's somewhat normal to feel like this, but I just feel like such a horrible person!! Almost 2 years of trying and I feel like it'll never happen, like I'm just fighting a losing battle
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