So...I found out I was pregnant around thanksgiving 2015. I had been 7 weeks when i recieved my first ultrasound. (Which is the attached image) I wasnt excited all i knew was fear at the time. Fear of the shaming i was soon to recieve. Abortion was on my mind but then i saw the heart beat and i just couldn't do that anymore. I will be 18 in 7 days and my baby another week down by then. I know teenage pregnancy is frowned upon. So im trying to prepare for the mean things soon to be said about me or to me. Ive had depression for as long as i can remember but it somehow disappeared when i saw that heartbeat. So i feel like i can do this. Im going to be 12wks on tuesday no one knows except my now husband. Im scared because i know this little one will have to suffer through some of my mistakes. They will look up to me with questions i have to hope i have the answers to. I have to believe things will work out well for us...lord knows ill be trying to give them the best and go from getting by to actually having a life. Ill finish high school june 3rd and recieve my college associates in may...then i plan to go to online college and recieve my bachelors. Hopefully this will help. I dont believe im dumb...i mean ive accomplished a lot so far...im finally excited though but im regardless i feel alone in this...i hope it doesnt get too bad...should i feel ashamed? I dont really feel ashamed anymore. Then again ive hid it so no one has told me anything mean yet...