Period day

So it's my period and I've been trying to have a baby for about a year now. I've been with my boyfriend for 5 years and feel like a failure as a women. Anyways, I haven't gotten my period yet! My period is usually on the dot,day of, and right away in the morning. Also, normally I have really bad cramps and I woke up fine! A little sore back but no cramps just a weird feeling in my tummy.. Fingers are crossed aunt flow doesn't yet decide to come!!🙏🏼