So lost

Je
Welp after 3days late....made it to 4 officially AF came😕😥. It's just so frustrating and disappointing. Why? Why not now...or will it ever happen. I would love my child so very much...I want my child to meet my grandmother who is the greatest person I know. 91 years old and so God fearing and loving. Please God I ask you to have mercy and please allow me to be a mom and my grandmother meet and bless my Child. PLEASE!!!!!😔😢