So I'm 7 weeks pregnant. I've had severe acid reflux pain. The kind that feels like a Charlie horse right below your rib cages. And doesn't go away for, um, ever. I'm nauseous. No food sounds good ever, except occasionally Cheetos. I'm not supposed to eat gluten, but gluten free saltines? Don't really exist. So I've got diarrhea. And acne. And I go from depressed to "I'm going to freaking kill you because you put too much ice in my water" in a matter of seconds. I'm lazy. I can barely move. And no one else understands. I've been scolded for being too lazy because it takes me a while to get enough food in my system to stand up after waking. I sweat 5 times more than I did pre pregnancy. My sweat smells. My pee smells. My breath smells. Everything smells. And know what else? My sense of smell is at its peak. Fortunately, I'm totally congested so it balances out. I'm tired. I'm not strong enough. Other women make pregnancy look so fun. So nice. Who are these women that enjoy being pregnant? And why can't I be one of them? I'm too exhausted to continue. Add that to the list.