I feel nauseous today 😃😃😃😃😃

8 days till af is supposed to show her ugly face and I'm feeling nauseous😆 I didn't think I would ever be so happy about that but I am. This is my first month ttc after my last pregnancy ended in October due to ectopic. 😢 I used ovulation test and preseed this month everything to help my chances of getting pregnant. If u have lost a baby that u wanted so badly, just ripped away. It makes u want a rainbow baby even more. As if that was even possible lol (well that's how I feel can't really speak for everyone) I was getting very discouraged because I had so symptoms yet😤. And today I have been feeling a little nauseous so it's giving me hope again 😊 I know it's not a sure thing but the hope makes me happy for now lol