Honest response no negative answers please

Ok so I love seeing everyone happy iam a very positive person always have positive energy towards everybody but ever since I've been ttc it's seems like my emotions and feels have changed towards pregnant women being that there are a lot around me. When iam on glow and see everyone's bfp I just stroll passed them not because iam a hater and I don't like seeing everyone else happy but because it messes with my emotions my best friend of 17 yts who doesnt leave near me is due next month and never told mw she was expecting i ask her why she said she new it would hurt my feelings since ive had 2 miscarriages TRUTHFULLY does this happen to anyone else.. I swear ism usually so excited for people I've been in over 7 deliveries with my fam. And friends iam the first one that jumps for joy... but not any more