AF showed her face today like I knew she would smh. Here I am trying to create the greatest gift of all and bitches out here not even trying and they get pregnant so easily. My boyfriend and I keep trying and we still haven't succeeded yet...it pisses me off that for them it's so easy and they don't even want kids but for them it happens so easily and people who try so hard struggle for years sometimes.....I just don't fucking get it.....sorry for my language I'm just pissed off....I wanna say maybe next month we will be lucky but I highly fucking doubt it.....I think I'm done venting....