Tomorrow's my first appt!

And I'm freaking out! I'm supposed to he 7 weeks but all I can think about is what if something went wrong again? My anxiety is through the roof and that's all I can think about. I've kept this pregnancy a secret from all but our immediate family because I don't want to have to tell everyone that I lost another baby. We haven't even told my 3 yo because I don't want to hear her asking if we can go to heaven to visit the baby like she asked to do for a month after I had my first mc. I'm hoping once I see that everything is fine I'll be excited but until then I'm a hot mess. I could really use some encouraging words right now, thank you!