In need of some reassurance

I feel pregnant in August of last year whilst on the evra patch first time being pregnant sadly when me and my partner went for our 12 week scan on 1st October we was told devustating news that our baby's heart had stopped beating at 9 weeks I had a D&C the following day heart broken does not Evan come close to how we have been feeling I've had 3 periods since then and my last one was 33 days instead of 28 I don't know what's going on with my body and I desperately want a baby but I feel like it's never going to happen feel like giving up please any one who has or is experiencing the same thing please leave comments I need some one to talk to ? Also for anyone who has mc did it take long to fall pregnant again ?