Nervous and Scared

December 15th I lost Baby. That same day I passed everything. Dr told us to wait before trying again. A week later me and my husband were getting busy and I started crying saying I wanted another...well we found out the condom was busted after. And I was ovulating that day, I'm so scared to have anothee this soon. What if I lose it again? I'm not even over it yet. I haven't grieved. Idk how to