Rant! Excuse me but... I'm so upset

Carrying a miracle is a blessing but morning sickness is a pain. Went for my first ultrasound for spotting at 7w6d according to app but measured 7 weeks I just about died from disappointment and anxiety. I'm so sick. Gassy. Nauseaus. I wake up everyday in agony. Why me? Every second of everyday I count down to second trimester and the thought of 6 extra days is a mind blower. I know this sounds petty but I'm mad!