I'm not expecting this post to be read or to get responses but I think I just need to sound out the negative thoughts. Comments welcome though!

So, after years of knowing I have pcos and attempting to conceive naturally for over a year, we just found out that my DH has practically no sperm. This might sound ordinary to many but for us, it was absolutely devastating. My instant thoughts were, that's it then, no baby for us. The thoughts of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> just rang alarm bells in my head of 'we can't afford that' and 'I'm running out of eggs (and time)'.

I'm terrified of what lies ahead. I don't know what I'm willing to put my/his body and our relationship through. I was so idealistic that, even with pcos, we can do it naturally..... Feel like such a fool.

And in the meantime, everyone I know is getting pregnant "by accident". Life is so cruel sometimes.

Anyone got any advice?