I promise I try not to EVER question God but I can't help but to question why me... My 21 year old teacher's aid who is on birth control just found out she is pregnant with a child she doesn't even want and here I am about to turn 24 trying for 3.5 yrs with "nothing wrong" and I'm just let down month after month. On top of that my younger brother just found out last month he's gonna be a dad with his on again off again girlfriend and they literally break up every other day. And my hubby just doesn't understand. He's so positive which I love but it hurts when I express how upset I am and he tells me to stop worrying because it'll happen when it's our time but how can I not worry? I felt so positive about this month and thought I had finally gotten my bfp but it was only an indent :( oh well ig. Patiently waiting for AF so I can start all over again. *sorry just needed to vent*