Clomid.

PC • Mama to Cruz 💙 Kaia 💖 and Shaea to come 💗
I'm 30, ttc #1 and have been prescribed clomid for irregular ovulation issues. 
Why does this piss me off so much?
Taking drugs to reproduce just goes against whats supposed to be natural - I feel like if I have issues then it's not meant to be. I knew it and I called it when I was young - I have always been afraid of having issues with conceiving. And here I am. 
 AF isn't going to be here until around cycle day 50 (hopefully) and I have to live with moods and painful huge breasts for an entire month bc my body doesn't know left from right.. it's fallen down the rabbit hole. Perhaps that's why I'm pissed as well. I'm not called a gypsy for nothing.. my lady bits are just playing the part. Ffffff. My husband tells me 'it's okay, it'll be fine...' ignorance is bliss isn't it? 
Vent over. #AngryFriday 
Smile through those tears girlfriends, I genuinely pray for each and every one of you with whatever your struggle is. It's real.