I need to relax.

Af is due in 2 days & im freaking out because I've gotten 10 BFP but last year I had a chemical Misscarriage and I lost it a day before af. I'm so scared this will happen again. I've been having the slightest of cramps and I'm aware this is also a natural occurrence of early pregnancy. I just can't find the peace of mind to relax or be excited 😭