Today feels so empty...

Vanessa
I was supposed to give birth to my little girls today. I feel so rotten right now. I wanted to visit their grave this morning but it hardly felt like a day to celebrate. I know I will never forget this day but I'm not sure if I want to acknowledge it. The whole thing is just not fair. 
Sweet dreams, my beautiful angels. Mommy loves and misses you with every fiber. I think of you two every second of the day and night. Peace forever until I get to hug you girls again.